Camera death

I'm in mourning, a week or so ago I went to load my honeymoon pictures on the computer to share with all my blogging buddies. What I found still upsets me, almost to the point where I was about to delete my blog. The pictures were gone. I still don't know what happened. One day they were in my reliable memory card that saves a million pictures, stores them, takes care of them, holds them until I release them onto a computer. Nope gone destroyed. I've just have to accept that you and I will never see that picture of Jason's dirty face after we went 4 wheeling, that candid picture that I took when Jason was in the ocean and next thing I knew he was holding a bright orange starfish. Nope gone. I wont see them so I apologize that you wont see them as well and that I'll get out of my blogging funk and one day get a new camera and a really good memory card...still it really hurts.